Purple Flower

Bagan Lalang@Sepang Bagan Lalang is a familiar word if you realise, I have made a post about me going to Bagan Lalang few years ago with my cousins and guess who went there again, yup, it is us again plus others too woohoo!  My cousins' family belah ayah, even masing-masing duduk dekat tapi kitorang ni jarang sangat pergi somewhere and spend time together so, my father decide how about we went for a small picnic and BBQ at a beach. that's how we decided going to BL (sebab senang and dekat). We went there separately thus our family went first to "cop" tempat dulu 😂 it was so early we depart exactly at 7 am fuhh sebab  nak cop ada satu port ni dia macam privacy sikit lah jauh dari tempat yg biasa orang picnic HOWEVER, sadly it is tempat tu dah milik orang, terpaksa lah cari tempat yang sesuai and Alhamdulillah ada lah jugak even open sikit.  Before that, what's with the birthday celebration? sebenarnya today   which is the 25th August is my father's birthday (H

WaRNinG!  I know this will be extremely awkward when you guys baca blog ni sebab kebanyakannya I bukan cerita benda ilmiah sangat pun😂 mostly my random rants about life, anything yang I rasa nak story my feelings and pengalaman tu supaya one day bila baca balik haha ouh gituh ke dolu-dolu acewahh. of course it can be anything, sad things, happy things, bitter sweet-sour of life. experiences are gold ya know. kononnya nak buat lah satu entry untuk perkenalkan diri, manalah tahu ada yang tak kenal BUT rasanya yang akan terdetik untuk singgah blog ni, you guys mestilah dah kenal kannn hehehe. thank you so much sebab rajin bukak blog ni 😂 walaupun banyak benda merepek, but I appreciate the efforts. so tak perlu eh nak kenalkan diri ni, you oredi know ah. ✌👀

If I were given a pen and paper and asked to jot down anything that’s on my mind, no one can predict what the story could be like, not even me could predict which direction it will flow. Random thoughts are just nice but once it piles up then you know its time to sort it out because it is actually hurt at some point. One time I could be thinking about the sky and the other time I could be thinking about the earth. I always thought that it could be outstanding to have such thoughts but then if you kept holding it to yourself it could leave you scars. Like you thought it’s gonna be okay, it’s gonna be fine but you’re not. Bila hati terlalu resah tapi hanya mampu simpan tak terkata, takpe aku kuat, aku boleh, boleh. Tapi tetap akan rasa lemah bilamana mengadap tuhan. Hati kecil meronta-ronta menjerit ya Allah aku sebenarnya insan yang sangat lemah dan kerdil. Aku tak mampu nak bergerak melangkah dengan hati yang berat ni, tak mampu untuk menampung kesedihan ini seorang diri. That’s when y