Purple Flower

 😔 idk anymore. a thousand times i've been hurt, I'll always come to you and think about you first. worried about you. when in fact I was hurt too but I guess I just need to swallow it all down for you.

 can someone ask if I'm okay? 😔 cause literally I am not okay. I want someone to talk to...😢

 Ya Allah 😢😭 can you give me the chance to fix what's broken? jeballl T.T  Tolong Ya Allah 😭😭😭😭

Ya Allah, jika kewujudan aku di dunia ini tidak lagi membawa makna dan tidak membawa faedah pada orang lain, maka Kau cabutlah nyawa ku, supaya tiada lagi yang disakiti.

dah agak dah, aku hidup ni cuma bawa luka dan sengsara pada orang lain je, since dari dulu. then should I just die? so that the world will be in peace again,,, wait let me kill myself.😔

IDK.... it hurts every time I think about it, though I thought I'm going to just let it go but 😔 tak tahu lah nak cakap camne.... takpe ah simpan je, simpan je adlin, simpan.

SOMEONE DOES NOT LEARN THEIR MISTAKE!! WHY ADLIN WHYYY! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS OVER & OVER AGAIN! I thought you already understood that some times you just have to keep silent for good! no need!! no need to explain yourself again, takpelah dia faham ke tak faham awak pun, yang penting tak jadi pergaduhan over petite things. now adlin, terimalah akibatnya awak yang cari pasal sendiri, awak yang cari masalah sendiri. now rasa lah sendiri. rasa bertapa frust you are to hurt the person you love. rasa how much it upsets you and how much it hurts deeper down inside. i just don't know what to do with myself anymore :"(