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WaRNinG!  I know this will be extremely awkward when you guys baca blog ni sebab kebanyakannya I bukan cerita benda ilmiah sangat pun😂 mostly my random rants about life, anything yang I rasa nak story my feelings and pengalaman tu supaya one day bila baca balik haha ouh gituh ke dolu-dolu acewahh. of course it can be anything, sad things, happy things, bitter sweet-sour of life. experiences are gold ya know. kononnya nak buat lah satu entry untuk perkenalkan diri, manalah tahu ada yang tak kenal BUT rasanya yang akan terdetik untuk singgah blog ni, you guys mestilah dah kenal kannn hehehe. thank you so much sebab rajin bukak blog ni 😂 walaupun banyak benda merepek, but I appreciate the efforts. so tak perlu eh nak kenalkan diri ni, you oredi know ah. ✌👀

Love

Wrapped in my blanket, The only thing I could smell is you, Oh how I wish that you are here beside me, I miss you so much that the world could ever tell, But I have decided that I should be strong, And wait patiently, Till the day we will meet again sayangku <3 I'm sorry for everything, How I wish I could be the perfect person, The right person for you, Though there's so much mistake, I could never afford to face you, But I'm always trying my best only for you. Cause the only thing that is left in me is that I will always love you

Frusted

I guess that is how my life's going to be. It has been an up and down hectic life. Too many things pile up and I have been frustrating a lot with unnecessary stress. Contemplating back if ever my decisions were right or is it going to be that kind of life lesson I need to learn. I'm very much frustrated with myself on so so many things. Sometimes I thought that I'm ready to be hurt and grow up, but at times I'm afraid to walk any further. I'm just frustrated that I can't do any good in my life. Still depends on someone. Still relying on someone. am I even worth it to be fight for? am I really worth it to live another life? please oh god can someone tell me that I'm doing good enough? tell me that it's okay to take it slow. I'm trying to cope right now.   

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 ðŸ˜” idk anymore. a thousand times i've been hurt, I'll always come to you and think about you first. worried about you. when in fact I was hurt too but I guess I just need to swallow it all down for you.

sad

 can someone ask if I'm okay? 😔 cause literally I am not okay. I want someone to talk to...😢

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 Ya Allah 😢😭 can you give me the chance to fix what's broken? jeballl T.T  Tolong Ya Allah 😭😭😭😭

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Ya Allah, jika kewujudan aku di dunia ini tidak lagi membawa makna dan tidak membawa faedah pada orang lain, maka Kau cabutlah nyawa ku, supaya tiada lagi yang disakiti.

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dah agak dah, aku hidup ni cuma bawa luka dan sengsara pada orang lain je, since dari dulu. then should I just die? so that the world will be in peace again,,, wait let me kill myself.😔